tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63968575479932136152024-03-13T09:00:18.518-07:00I've Become My Mother!A mom trying to figure it out...Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.comBlogger481125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-60363699747445125022014-05-13T11:14:00.000-07:002014-05-13T11:15:34.011-07:00I'm Boring.... She Definitely Is Not!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Somewhere in the past few months I made myself a victim instead of a loving mother. After several tough years - I decided that I just wanted to give up and throw in the towel. I began counting the days till she turned 18 and thought to myself - I would no longer be responsible for her.... If she can't be nice and respectful - there's the door.... During all these battles - I did not realize that I was responsible as well. I did not realize that when I did things for her throughout her life (so she would not fail) - I did not allow her to feel the victory of accomplishment.... I thought I was protecting her from heartache and disappointment. I helped to create a child.. a teenager... an almost adult who believed that she was self entitled to whatever she wanted... whenever she wanted.... As a parent - I did not teach her how to overcome her failures.. I did not allow her to figure out conclusions... I was right there doing it all - being a "good" parent - not realizing at the time - I was not being "good" for her.... I needed to support her during her challenges.. Not take them away....<br />
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I have learned a lot about mental illness in the past two years... I have learned that most therapists don't agree. I have learned that different treatment centers - treat differently. I have learned no one is on the same page... I've heard so many diagnoses that it makes my head spin... I can only imagine how this affects my daughter... Bi-polar - severe anxiety disorder - paranoid - severe depression - post traumatic stress disorder, borderline personality disorder - aspergers's. And the diagnoses keep going on and on and on. Try Abilify so you can get major tremors.... Okay try Lamictal so you can get a life threatening rash... Oops - okay Wellbutrin will work... it's the happy skinny pill - this one brought my kid to the ER on her first suicide attempt - Psych Ward 101. More drugs - high dose Prozac and Abilify - so much that my daughter could not hold a cup without spilling the drink everywhere... Back to ER to take her off the high doses... One psychiatrist would not let go of the Abilify.. Over the summer - more experts came in and Abilify went away and another took it's place... During the day she felt good at night she had major night terrors... Back to the drawing board.. Today - we are at Latuda, Lexipro, and Prazosin.. I heard some noises about possible change to Lithium....<br />
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My husband and I are somewhat straight laced boring people.. Our daughter is the polar opposite.. She loves her music - Screamo - Bands with titles like - Five Finger Death Punch.. Bullet For My Valentine - A bunch more that I never heard of.. She loves tattoos and can't wait to get as many as she can... She loves punk hair - shaved - blue - purple.. doesn't matter as long as it's different. She finds death interesting.. The occult interesting.. She is mad at God.. She afraid of the future.. She doesn't know where she belongs.. She doesn't want to be alive.. but she doesn't want to be dead... She wants to feel but then will take pills to not feel... She says she hates me but then comforts me when I break down....<br />
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We have started a newer treatment center a few weeks ago.. I have seen better results in some ways. The last center did not promote the clients to talk outside of group.. The leaders did not manage the kids and my girl would run away - one time it was so bad that she climbed to the top of their 4 story building planning to jump.. Which led to her 3rd time at the Psych hospital.. This of course was after several months of residential treatment and Outdoor therapeutic Camp... I'm going off topic. We are now at a newer treatment center. There is a lot going on - a lot required... Our daughter goes Monday - Friday - noon to 5. Then on Tuesday night there are meetings for the kids and the parents separately. Thursday night 6-9:30 PM is family group and on top of this - the kids have to go to three 12 step meetings a week and the parents as well to Al-Anon... This center encourages the kids to mingle. It encourages them to go to AA/NA meetings together.. They have sleepovers as longs as the therapist approves and there are no "newbies" together but long time recovery mentors and newbies.... My kid now has a sponsor she speaks with nightly... She has walked to two 12 step meeting on her own....<br />
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I have learned that I am not alone as a parent of a challenging kid... I have learned that I need to stop making her decisions for her... I have to have strong boundaries and expectations. I have learned it's okay if she has to sleep outside in a tent because she stole money and used... (No, I have not done this and hope not to) but I have that option. I don't have to be the victim... I choose to lose that role I have given myself.... I have realized that although I'm ultra conservative and boring - my kid is not.... I have learned that if she wants to shave her head so be it... If it makes her happy then I am happy... I need to let go of what others think and let me just accept and love the true gifts that my daughter does bring.... As I write this post - she has been happy and non-confrontational for two (2) days.. that's good.. This is a streak that I would love to continue...<br />
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Last night - She took a couple of "selfies" with my cell phone and posted them to my Facebook. At first I'm like Oh MY GOD.... When she posted the pictures - she said "Isn't my daughter beautiful?" In my mind - I'm thinking of course she is beautiful... but what would others think.. She thought it was a joke until over 30 likes and comments agreed that YES - she is beautiful... YES she's not boring and conservative like me.. But she's Nikki and she is Beautiful and most definitely NOT Boring!<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-14697511467642101582013-11-20T10:52:00.000-08:002013-11-20T10:53:32.676-08:00A Fist Full Of Sleeping Pills and A Bottle of Benadryl<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Monday was a good day for my eldest - she had fun with friends at school... She came home and watched an episode of one of her favorite shows... Consumed one of her favorite dinners... Went to her karate class and enjoyed herself.... Went out for a yogurt after class... All in all a good day... So I was surprised when she asked to speak with me privately...</div>
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My eldest walked into my room with a fist full of sleeping pills that she stole from me - about 20 pills and a full bottle of Benadryl pills.. She advised me that she planned on taking the pills after school today but decided against it. She said that she wanted to sleep forever but did not want to know what comes after death.... I did not know what to say - this was not our first thoughts of suicide dance... The next day I called her counselor - who was very concerned - he had recently lost a patient to suicide.. In my heart of hearts I did not and still do not believe my kid had any intention of killing herself... I believe that she takes things to the highest level not taking into consideration the ramifications of her words and/or actions... </div>
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I may have believed she wanted to die if she wasn't constantly laughing at TV shows... or if she wasn't constantly eating crap... or if her reasons for death didn't change every two minutes... One minute it's because she's sad and wants to leave this Earth... The next minute she just wants to know what it feels like... Her and her friends genre is death - it's a popular way of life/liking... I have several friends that like the dark side - it interests them - it doesn't mean that they want to die.... My kid's immaturity can't find a filter on how far to take things.... so she goes too far...</div>
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After the counselor spoke with my daughter - he believed she most likely was being dramatic for attention - but to be on the safe side he called a Centralized Assessment Team (CAT) to assess the situation. My husband spoke with the team and after a very detailed discussion they too believed that my kid was not at risk due to her current behavior - the lack of consistency and many other things...</div>
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For most of this entire year - I have felt like my daughter's mental illness was my fault.. Some how I did a really crappy job raising her... I must have done something so horrendous... She wasn't getting better... She acted out whenever she did not get her way or she was caught in the act of something wrong... I think the biggest eye opener for me was last May when she was put on restriction - so she went up to her room and found a razor blade and cut about 20 shallow cuts into her arm - deep enough to make blood run down her arms and then she came downstairs to get something to eat out of the kitchen - with the full intent of showing me what "I" made her do.... She knows now that her cutting doesn't "get to me" any longer so she stopped... Now it's the talk of death.... If she doesn't get what she wants or gets caught doing something wrong (ie: stealing) - she talks about death and implies that she will take her life.... </div>
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Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-64107414636506307602013-11-13T09:36:00.002-08:002013-11-13T21:14:30.444-08:00The Chocolate Cake Lunatic<br />
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If the average stranger looked at my family - my home - our life style they would most likely think that we have a great life. We are one of the lucky ones..... I would have agreed a little over a year ago but today - No, I would say looks can be deceiving... On the outside - I have a beautiful home.... I have two beautiful daughters... I have a respected and successful husband and a great dog and cat.... But this is only the surface.... This is only a beautiful book cover to a family wrecked by death, mental illness, sickness, martial struggles, and loss of hope at times.....<br />
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As a mother - wife - sister - daughter - follower of Christ - I have completely and utterly lost my way... I no longer believe that I can make things better - I don't believe that I can "fix" it! I have a very hard time believing that God is even paying attention to me.... my family... It's seems to me that all I have been getting is more bad news on top of more bad news.... Last week I was told that I have to let go and let God take control of my daughter who suffers from bi-polar and has succeeded in creating a constant battle ground at our home..... The lies - the stealing - the constant tempers - the intense hatred of a father that loves her. Our entire family walks on eggshells to avoid her wrath.... I keep this mantra going in my mind that she will be 18 soon and she can go.... But in reality could I just abandon my daughter? Could I really set her on her own with nothing to fall back on?<br />
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I sound like a broken recording - this is something I say so so often... "All I want from you is for you to do your best, love your family, be kind, and show respect. - that's all that you need to do to stay home and we will pay for your education and all this is needed to succeed.... Continue to steal from us - scream at us - destroy our home - There won't be a choice - You will leave." My daughter's therapist advised me that my kid does know what I expect.... She knows... So I can stop saying my little spiel and just let her live her life.... Praise her when she does good and briefly acknowledge the bad behavior and move on.... don't grab onto it and run it into the ground.... I'm Irish and that's a very difficult thing for me not to do.... but in all honestly I've been trying - and sometimes I fail..<br />
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I most definitely failed when I tossed her new baked chocolate cake into the sink after I watched her continually lick her fingers and smooth the frosting - all over the friggin cake!!! I was gagging..... No flipping way was anyone eating that drool infected cake... I asked her to stop putting her licked fingers in the cake and she denied she was doing it and freaked out on me - at that moment I wished I had a camera - the atomic bomb went off on me so I proceeded to toss the cake.... I digressed into a cake drowning in the sink lunatic....there is only so much drool a person can watch landing on a cake before enough enough!<br />
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Lately my youngest daughter has been depressed... With so much attention going towards #1 daughter I can understand... I like to think that #2 and I spend a lot of quality time together.. She is my snuggle bunny and I adore her... Don't get me wrong she is a 15 year old girl and with that comes the typical 15 year old obstacles but over the most part - she is my best friend.. Sometimes I feel that she and I have been in the trenches together this past year... I believe this year has been very tough on her - she lost her best friend/sister to a mental illness that she cannot control.... There was a time when those two girls were each others confident.. protector... This is no longer true.... When my oldest came back from Wilderness Camp in September of this year- the girls hugged and kissed and cried... So thankful to be together again... Many promises were made.... Within a month those hopes and dreams disappeared like so many other promises....<br />
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My husband's dad Darrell is dying.... Last January he was given 6-9 months to live if he underwent chemotherapy - which he did - now we are in November and cancer has definitely showed up.. I am thankful that from January to beginning of October Darrell was doing great! He went clamming with his sons and beautiful wife... He played cards with friends - Made some great meals and had a great appetite. The chemo is over - the radiation battered his body and today he is doing the best he can to stay positive and optimistic.. Not only is this really hard on my husband Dusty - it's terrifying for both my girls... Their "poppa" has been a huge part of their life and see this strong happy joyful man decline before their eyes - it's definitely a reason for depression and sadness...<br />
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I'm not sure what is next... I know we have to ride out this storm and hope for the best.... I know that I have to support my oldest and help her if she will let me but not push it and hope and pray that she will realize that I am on her side... I want my baby to lose this depression and to not be overwhelmed and know that she is so important and loved and valued... I need to pay attention to my words and actions much better..... I need to be strong for him in the coming days.... I need a break..... I need God but wonder how to find Him again......<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-2805149644957773432013-09-30T11:07:00.000-07:002013-09-30T11:07:41.187-07:00They Will Become Human at 25? Are You Sure??<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A while back there was a cruise commercial where this family was having a great time... However, their teenage daughter did not want to admit to this great time so whenever the parents attempted to take a picture the daughter would frown and snarl.... until the fun was too much and they finally caught their teen smiling.... This commercial I believe represents many homes that have teenage girls (possibly boys)...<br />
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I have heard many parents complain about their teenage child's moods.. I have heard many times that the teen will become human again around the age 25 and all will be great... From this side - it's very hard to imagine.....<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-55771525858214109512013-09-27T11:36:00.000-07:002013-09-27T11:36:05.435-07:00I Can Say 'No" and The World Won't Stop Revolving!<br />
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I have recently learned that I can say No to my kids and the world won't stop... I have learned that constantly trying to keep them from making mistakes has harmed them more than helped them.... I have also learned that the they need to "pay the price" for forgetting their homework.... In the past, I would worry so much about their grades that I would rush to the school with their forgotten papers.. If they forgot their lunch - I was right there with their lunch bag or Taco Bell (seems like I rewarded them for forgetting?)<br />
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I took it upon myself to make sure that they didn't miss a thing... By accommodating to their every mishap - I prevented them from growing up responsible..... I prevented them from feeling the sense of accomplishment. I was too busy following up behind them to make sure nothing was forgotten - homework was done - they studied for their test - they brushed their teeth. ... The list is endless....<br />
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When our oldest was in the <a href="http://ivebecomemymother.blogspot.com/2013/09/we-sent-our-daughter-to-wilderness-camp.html" target="_blank">Wilderness Camp</a> - she was expected to take care of herself. She learned to be self reliant and if she didn't do what she was suppose to do - she paid the consequence. A great example she told me was this... One night they were setting up camp - the counselors advised that there was a chance that it might rain that night and to be sure to use their rain tarp.... Well, my kid was just too tired and thought the counselors were being overly cautious.... She did not roll out the rain tarp because it was too much work and she just hiked 5 miles. At 3:00 in the morning the flood gates of Heaven opened up and she was soaked to the bone. She had to get up - get the rain tarp and gear and cover herself in the poring rain. The result was her sleeping bag, clothes, and other belongings got drenched. If she had prepared for the rain she would have slept through the night warm - dry - and toasty.... Having learned this lesson - I'm pretty sure it would not happen again..<br />
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It seems to me that I learned a lot during the several weeks my girl was away... By helping her too much - I didn't give her the chance to screw up and then learn from it... I am trying really hard to review what is a need and what is a want... I have discovered that a "want" is not a "need" many times... And giving into the "want" may be not be the right thing to do - because they just may need me to say No...<br />
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Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-33446665368183114682013-09-18T10:15:00.001-07:002013-09-18T10:15:42.881-07:00We Sent Our Daughter To A Wilderness Camp<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The first letter I received.... " I hate it here - I hate the weather - I hate the bugs - I hate the dirt. I have to pee in a hole.. And how the Hell am I suppose to take a dump standing up?????"<br />
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The 2nd letter I received.... " I cry all the time.. Please come get me - I promise to be a better daughter.. I've been in a camp with only counselors - I can't talk to the other girls until I make a backpack, make a spoon, and bust a coal (make fire). I hate it here!"<br />
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The 3rd letter I received.... " I am now with the other girls - they are very nice. I think I may have a new friend she likes the same music I do. We hiked to the top of a mountain - I was going so fast up the hill that the counselors said I rocked. I fell down the trail and sprained my ankle but I still pushed through it. I feel proud of myself- I miss and love you"<br />
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The 4th letter I received... " We slept under the stars last night - it was so beautiful. I am really sorry for a lot of the stuff I've done and I hope that we can work through this.. The hikes are very funny - we sing a lot and talk about very random things that are hilarious. One of the girls here had a token ceremony and trail name - I want a trail named after me someday. I love you to Saturn and back."<br />
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The 5th week letter I received... "I am realizing that my depression isn't who I am but a feeling that I get. I am learning different ways to get out of my head. I busted a coal and had ramon with a maple spice it was delicious. I was co-leader in my group this week. I plan the hike and give out chores for the girls to do when we set up camp."<br />
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The 6th week letter I received in person.... This is the week that we spent a day with our girl... We arrived in Lehi, Utah on a Sunday night. On Monday we attended an all day seminar on better communication skills and Tuesday we drove over 2 hours in a 4x4 all terrain vehicle to the middle of nowhere... When we arrived at our destination - one of the counselors met us at the road. He was telling us how much our girl has developed in the past few weeks. He said that she had been a leader and the girls respected her.... He said that when the girls were showing disrespect to a counselor she stepped in and said that the disrespect was not okay (she would NEVER had done this before).. He said that she found her voice and is learning that she is worth much more than she had thought... The counselor handed us a "bullroarer". It was basically a piece of wood on a string.. We were to swing it in the air until it makes a loud whooshing sound.. Our daughter will hear that sound and swing her bullroarer in response so that we could find her (no words are used - just the sound of the bullroarer).... After about 3 attempts of whooshing back and forth.... I see a pair of legs behind a tree... All of a sudden - these legs start running and a very familiar voice is calling out "Daddy.... Mommy" Then the most massive and longest hugs to ever hold my body came from my beautiful girl. She wasn't mad... She was happy to see us.. She was thankful that we loved her so much that we sent her here to this desert in the middle of Utah......<br />
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She was on a "solo" camp. This happens shortly before a parent visit happens. This gives the child time to think and plan without outside interference. Her campsite was about 100 yards from the others... It was very primitive. She carried everything she used - sleeping bag, tarps, clothes, food, and necessitates. She cooked her own meals - she learned to do EVERYTHING on her own.... I was shocked on how much she had accomplished.. I was in awe of this incredibly self sufficient young woman in front of me.... We talked and loved each other... She performed a token and trail ceremony for her dad and I and gave us each a token representing how she felt about us... It was a beautiful and moving experience.. Seeing tears well up in my husband's eyes confirmed that we were all affected by this transformation and special day... Before dark we had to leave our girl at her solo site - she cried.... I walked away in tears... But I knew that I would see her again.....<br />
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The 7th letter I received .... "I think about you more than ever. I think about how much you must love me. I think about how hard it must have been for you to send me out here and I am so grateful that you did because it helped me reflect on my past behaviors and actions and I am learning to make better decisions. I have come so far from the girl that came here 8 weeks ago. I know I have a long way to go and grow but I am optimistic and I look forward to my future. I was put on an extended solo camp - this is an honor and privilege because it means that I have come to a point in my recovery that I know what I need to do. My therapist gave me several assignments to work on. She also wrote me a beautiful letter. I do have to say that I am nervous about coming home - I don't want to mess up and fail. I like the person I am now and I want to continue to grow.. Oh - I had a trail named after me - the girls voted and my trail name is Persistent Rose. They come up with a bunch of adjectives and nouns that describe me and vote them down to a final name. Here is a poem I wrote<br />
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The following week she was surprised to find out that she was coming home.... She has been home for two weeks today. I see many positive changes.. She does miss her Outback Wilderness Camp. She misses the connections she made with all the other girls, counselors, and therapist. Every day I pray that we as a family will continue to grow in love - tolerance - objectivity. We are a great family filled with very much love and I am optimistic to what our future holds...<br />
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This is when both of our daughters saw each other for the 1st time at the airport - find a Kleenex. <br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-1418859906761510442013-07-16T16:34:00.000-07:002013-07-16T16:34:09.088-07:00Mom and Daughters Trip - First Stop Grand Canyon<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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My intention was to blog during our vacation and upload the pictures as we went. However, I did not take into account the poor Internet service at the hotels we were staying out - nor did I take into account how bone tired I would be after a day in the sun and walking a gazillion miles. <br />
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Day 1 - Left Orange County California for Williams, Arizona. We left home around 8 AM and arrived in Williams, Arizona around 4 PM and we stayed at the <a href="http://www.thetrain.com/lodging/the-grand-canyon-railway-hotel/" target="_blank">Grand Canyon Railway</a> - The drive was not very pretty - but crossing over the Colorado River and seeing people enjoy water skiing and boating was awesome. We knew it was extremely hot outside by touching the windows of our car. Later we found out that the temps were over 110 degrees.. Our destination - thankfully was a lot cooler than that. William, Arizona is higher up and the weather is several degrees cooler than the desert below.<br />
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Day 2 - We took a train from our hotel to the South Rim of the Grand Canyon - the train itself was slow and a little too long (approx 2.5 hours - each way) but I enjoyed the ride free from cell phones and constant distractions - my girls however - were bored out of the minds after the first 30 minutes on the train. The train did offer a bit of entertainment. A man who played the fiddle - a young man who enjoyed strumming his guitar to Johnny Cash songs and of course we were robbed by a couple of cowboys for tips... <br />
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We enjoyed walking around in the shops - looking at the incredible view - watching the Indian dancers.<br />
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After we arrived back to our hotel - we drove up the road a piece and landed on Route 66 - which of course was a great experience in nostalgic USA.. We ate pizza - came back to our hotel and prepared to rest up for the next day's drive to Roswell, New Mexico. <br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-45369290829563308582013-06-26T13:11:00.000-07:002013-06-26T13:11:12.296-07:00Did I Make The Right Decision?When I held my eldest daughter in my arms for the very first time - I felt a love like no other. My only goal was to give her the best life I could possibly give her. My dreams and hopes for her were numerous. I would send her to the best schools, have lots of play dates, love her, cherish her, help her to become the woman that she was meant to be... I believed with all my heart that my love for her was so great that we could overcome every obstacle. I believed that she would never doubt my love for her.... I believed that she would have a wonderful happy healthy life...... Seventeen Years Later..........<br />
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Mental illness is a terrible destructive disease... There are so many things that can go wrong... The highs and lows can knock you off your feet.... All the love in the World at times just isn't enough... When you have a hormonal daughter who is Bi-polar and therapy and medication haven't touched it yet - it's hard to see that the future could be bright....<br />
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I always knew my beautiful and smart daughter marched to a different drummer than most other kids... She had a little dream world that she lived in that made it almost impossible to make friends - pick up on cues of good and bad choices.. She had started therapy when she was in kindergarten because she would constantly steal things from other kids' pencil boxes...and she was a little different... As the years went by - her grades were always good - her teachers never really cared for her because she was that kid that didn't pay attention in class and was often caught playing with her hair - her pencils - her fingers.. Whatever distracted her that particular day.... In other words - she drove her teachers bonkers... <br />
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We went through all of elementary school without too many problems... Middle school was a challenge the last year - her 8th grade year... I think this may have been the start of her illness.. She had an extreme behavior - nothing was ever a enough - enough food, enough money, enough attention... She joined Facebook that year and the inappropriate flirting began.... The dangerous behavior started... The lack of impulse control started to happen.... I thought that I caught it in time but I was wrong - so wrong.. She just got better at hiding it.... <br />
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Fast Forward to the beginning of her junior year in high school.... She started her 11th year with a nice boyfriend she met the year before... At the beginning of her school year - a girl that she felt was her soul mate - someone who just clicked with her decided to turn her back on my kid... I don't know what happened... The girl just stopped talking.... Would look through my daughter... That was the trigger to the complete downfall of my beautiful girl... <br />
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First it was the appearance - the beautiful hair - bright clothes - light makeup - smiling face - turned to dark clothes - dark hair - dark makeup and constant frowns and lack of tolerance for others... She broke up with the boyfriend.. She would constantly argue with us.. She tallied up over 50 detentions for tardiness - smoking on campus - kicked out of a class for dropping the F Bomb.. But the biggest sign and wake up call to our home - our family was when I received a call from Child Protective Services...<br />
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My daughter started to hang out with the dark kids - the kids that all have been "abused" and have multiple stories to tell.. The kids that got caught smoking pot in the bathroom - the kids that tried to hook up with my kid for a "drug day".. The kids that believed themselves to be bi-sexual and sex was good if it was over the top.. Watching - reading porn was good.... Sending naked pictures of oneself to strangers was the norm... My kid as I learned through therapy is a cameleon... She becomes what she thinks is cool.... Because after going through her dark moods - her constant yelling - her constant extremes - I yelled at her - I called her ugly.. I was wrong to yell - I'm a grown up for God's sake but regardless - It was exactly what my kid wanted to happen because now she would go to the counselor at her school and tell them I verbally abused her.... CPS came out and interviewed everyone... They determined that my kid wasn't that credible... But therapy was needed.....<br />
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Several weeks later - the diagnose of Bi-polar was agreed on by several therapists and psychiatrists.. Bio-feedback was used... Different meds - so far nothing has worked except for she is allergic to several - she gets massive tremors from others - and one med made her worse that she was hospitalized in psychiatric hospital for a week - determined by the doctor that she was a danger to herself.. Especially after the fact that she cut the word DIE into her arm with a razor blade... I really hoped that the hospital stay would help to turn her around... But unfortunately - it lasted only a week... Now she is much darker...<br />
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She found an app on her smart phone - an app that meets up people who live locally... I discovered last weekend that she had been meeting strangers at the park in our neighborhood.... Strangers that wanted only one thing from my innocent daughter - think Chris Hansen 'To Catch A Predator".... Thankfully - she hasn't been harmed and thankfully we did discover it - Her phone service has been cancelled permanently due to the fact that she has done many dangerous behaviors on line and via text... She no longer has access to the Internet...<br />
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This Summer my husband and I made the very tough decision to send our daughter to a 2 month therapeutic camp in hopes of helping her to love herself... depend on herself... help her gain the confidence she needs to make healthy life choices.A camp that has therapy daily - single and group... <br />
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We will take a family trip together and then my daughter will be off to the Outback - I hope - I pray that we made the right decision and this camp will help my beautiful smart and loving girl to come back to us and be able to move forward towards a happy healthy life......<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-33793211820055968652013-06-05T09:12:00.000-07:002013-06-05T09:12:55.625-07:00Words and Fragments of 2013 - Thus FarThis post may not make sense to many and that's okay... Life has been pretty <s>shitty</s> challenging so far this year. I'm praying.... I'm hoping that the next six months will be better.... at least give me a sign that things will get better... So here goes - Words and Fragments in random order.....<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Cancer</b></span>, Dying,<i> Cutting</i> with a razor"Die" into a wrist,<b> Failing</b>, Prozac, Confused, Bi-Polar, <u><i>"I just want you to be Happy",</i></u> "I hate you", "I'm sorry", STOP, Situational depression, Child Protective Services, Sepsis Shock,<span style="font-size: x-large;"> A parent dying</span>, Can't Save ANYONE,<i><b> A Child wanting to Die</b></i>, Emergency Room - 2 times, Abilify, <span style="font-size: large;">Wellbutrin</span>, Depression, <span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>Neverending</b></span>, War Zone, <span style="font-size: large;">30 year high school reunion</span>,<b> obesity</b>, Diabetic, Biopsy, <u>Gray Hair</u>, Losing Control, No Time, Need More Time.... Time is OUT, Get Better<span style="font-size: x-large;">, Don't Die</span>,<i> I need a Friend</i>....Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-45876001967865088932013-03-17T10:33:00.000-07:002013-03-17T10:33:40.275-07:00Was It A Ghost, Demon, Angel.. Imagination?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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When my oldest daughter was not quite 3 years old - a man came to her room... He stood outside her bedroom door and watched her while her daddy was reading a book to her before bedtime... This man was not seen by me or her daddy... But this man ended up being the focus of my daughter's thoughts and conversations for months.... This is how it started....<br />
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One night I was tucking Nikki into bed... We had our nightly routine - first I would read a book she selected and then I would <s>try</s> sing to her.. Our favorites were You Are My Sunshine, Ten Little Angels, and Away in a Manager.... As I was walking out the door she asked me this.."Mommy, remember the mean man that was standing in the door the other night when Daddy was reading to me?" I had to stop and think... There had not been any strange men in our home so I asked her what he looked like... Her reply "He was a mean man"... <br />
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That night was the first of many nights and days that Nikki would talk about this "mean" man.... I would ask her what "mean" looked like - She would point to elderly people.. So I came to the conclusion that she was talking about an "older" person... As the days and nights went by her knowledge of this man grew bigger... He was a mean/old man - he had to go to the hospital because he had a big 'owie' in his leg... Every night she would talk about it .... Every day as well, it seemed that the minute we left our neighborhood in the car - it was a trigger for her to talk about him more....<br />
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To say that Dusty (the husband/daddy) and I were getting a little freaked is an understatement. We had no idea what to do ..... what to think... So I talked to my sister and a friend who were both Christians, whereas, I was technically but not spiritually at the time... Both my sister and friend believed that there was either a demon or an angel in my kid's room.. I thought they were both drinking too much of the Kool-aid - so I basically ignored them.. Until....<br />
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Several months later, I was holding my youngest daughter as I was bringing her up the stairs for her nap... Kara was maybe 18 months - maybe 2 years old... As we were walking up the stairs - she points to Nikki's room and asked "Whose that?" I did not see anything - I told her no one was there - and she said..... "Whose the man?" as she continually pointed her finger at Nikki's room - I asked what man? She pointed again and said "That man!" So I <s>ran</s> walked downstairs deciding it was not a good time for a nap after all.... As Kara played in her playpen - I made a call....<br />
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I was told (by my friend and sister) that any demon or spirit must leave if I tell them to... That God was in charge.... Because the enemy cannot hear my thoughts - I had to say it out loud..... Soooo the next day while the kids were in nursery school.<br />
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I went into Nikki's bedroom - I did it in broad daylight - I've watched way too many scary movies to even think about going in there at night... I stood in the door way at first <s>scared out of my freaking mind</s> and said this... "God said that you have to leave - You are not welcome here - so get the Hell out".. I am completely serious - I walked more into the room and opened the window to help whoever/whatever get out... My chill to the bone was gone.... and what's more???<br />
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Nikki Never talked about or saw the mean man again....... Kara either...<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-73276414272975253432013-03-15T09:38:00.001-07:002013-03-15T09:39:17.120-07:00We're At That Age........<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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In 2008 I took my girls on a "Mom and Daughters" vacation/adventure... The husband stayed home and minded the animals and us girls took to the road for two weeks... In the middle of our trip - I got a call from my mom. She told me that my dad was in the hospital and that they expected him to be out in a couple of days.... He was having difficulty breathing thru his trache (breathing tube - he had lost his tongue to tongue cancer a couple of years prior) - she said not to worry and to enjoy my vacation.... At first I wasn't too concerned because he had been in and out of the hospital many times in the past year.... But as the days went by - my dad wasn't leaving the hospital..... When I arrived home - I rushed to the hospital - there was my dad.... I think he was waiting for me and my other sister who lived on the East coast..... My dad was dying... He had his eyes open but he could not see... He knew I was there and reached out his hand to me... Three days later - my dad was gone...<br />
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As a kid - teen - young adult - It was impossible for me to envision the death of a parent... Parents were a part of my life - they had ALWAYS been there.... I took for granted that my parents would be there when I needed them... I never been without them - so the concept of them being gone forever - I just could not wrap my mind around it.....<br />
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You say to yourself when a loved one passes that you are going appreciate the ones in your life even more... You say that you will never take them for granted again... Well, what's the saying about good intentions... "Good intentions pave your path to Hell"...... Well - I've paved that path and today - I feel as guilty as Hell....<br />
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Last week - a dear friend of my family died.... He was as close to a dad as I could have had when I was a little girl... His family and mine met in the late 1960's - we were there for each other during the tough times.. As the years went by we drifted apart... Connecting again at my dad's bedside.... Maria the wife and mom left us a couple of years ago (after my dad).... So now Carlos, Maria, and my dad are together in Heaven talking about the "good ole days'... This Saturday - I will be at the funeral of Carlos to honor him and his 5 sons and their families... What a beautiful legacy Carlos and Maria gave to this world.....<br />
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On Monday of this week - our family received devastating news... My husband's father DY has been diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer.... The doctors gave him 3-9 months... As shocked as our family is - I can't imagine what is going on through DY's mind... But knowing DY as I do - I'm betting he and his wife of over 51 years are making each day count... I used to describe DY as the man that would go into an elevator with a bunch of strangers and leave with a bunch of new friends...<br />
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I don't want to think about DY not being here with us... He is a man that golfs every day... He is a man that loves his sons - granddaughters - wife - daughter in laws.. He's been all over the world... He is still madly in love with his college sweetheart... He loves God.. He has never met a stranger..... He's been a healthy vibrant man and to think.... No not today.....<br />
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I'm finding it very hard to concentrate on much this week... I realized that I was internalizing much when I went to the dentist on Wednesday morning. Having a mental breakdown in the dental chair was a big clue- You know the kind of crying that just makes you look ugly? Snot starting to form - mouth contorted like Gumby - tears running down - yep that was me... My poor dentist thought it was because I needed a new crown... So he patted me on the head and said for me to come back when I was less stressed.... On Thursday when I was sharing this story to my therapist - I said that I had felt gross as well... she asked why.. and then I realized that I had not taken a shower in 5 days... Yep - I was a gross stinky dirty haired mess......<br />
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Talking to friends... Looking at Face Book posts of friends - it hit me... We're at the age when people we love start to die.... This part of growing up just sucks.......<br />
<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/bSwL9deXNW8" width="420"></iframe>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-11159948184114287882013-03-11T18:55:00.000-07:002013-03-11T18:55:58.929-07:00My Mind Is A Traffic Jam....<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Last week I was in therapy.. Yes, I admit that I can not do it alone right now... I was diagnosed with situational depression.. Meaning there are certain things in my life that have caused this depression and hopefully when things slow down.. I'll be cured.... Well in a manner of speaking.. I will still be the crazy perimenopausal woman that I am today but with less sadness... Or so they say....<br />
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Okay - well back to my original thought... Last week in therapy.... I realized that my mind is a traffic jam - much like the 405 FWY during rush hour with an overturned semi-truck leaking radioactive fluids all over the flipping place...... Basically I'm a big ole mess and some things just have to go.... But what????<br />
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Do I remove my kids??? Nope - like many moms, I would love a break on occasion but basically my kids keep me sane.. Okay that's a lie... my kids drive me freaking INSANE... but I love them - I want to be there with them.... They are my reason for being on this Earth... and I do know that one day - they will appreciate me... one day...<br />
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Do I kick out the husband?? Well.... After 24 years of marriage I'm kind of used to him but I do have a fantasy that I hope to make a reality one day... Ever see the movie Eat, Pray, Love?? Well, I want to go to New Orleans - Washington DC - NYC... I want to stay in each destination for four months and come back a new woman after a year... So on my "To Do" list after the last kid is out - I'm off.... So I say now....<br />
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Do I close my business?? Honestly, I have given this question much thought.. There are many pros and cons to both sides... Can we survive without my income? Well, Yes we can.... Can we live like we do now - Well, no we could not.... So the decision - I made on this front is to S L O W down.. I don't need to accept every client that calls me... I don't have to work 7 days a week 12 hours a day... So I'm trying to expect less from myself on this... I'm a work in progress and I have to accept that the less work I do - the less money I will make... I'm struggling with being okay with that......<br />
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Do I stop being a woman/mom/wife/caregiver? That really is the question isn't it? With the role I have chosen - there are many responsibilities.... And with those responsibilities there are expectations. Many I have placed on myself... Some by my husband.. A few by my kids... I need to delegate - say "no" - and the big word my therapist is trying to have me say to the kids when they want me to do their stuff... "bummer".. Haven't quite mastered that one yet....<br />
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One thing that I know I need more of is Faith. Faith to carry me through this traffic jam - I call my life... So many challenges have hit home in the last few months... My oldest being diagnosed with bi-polar.... My health is not what it should be for a 47 year old woman - I have a bunch of tests coming up shortly... worrying about my mom and the pain she is going through.. My sister suffering from MS symptoms.. My other sister so far away and not seeing her and realizing that we are both getting older and life does not stand still until the time we make time to live.... and now today - my father in-law being diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer with a very short life expectancy.... It's hard to imagine him not being in our lives... He has been a huge presence.... Knowing that I will have to be strong for the husband and kids... Knowing that I can't have my breakdown yet.... Wanting to squeeze as much time and memories I can from my dad in law... He is a good man - a good father - a good grandfather - a good husband..<br />
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I need to not lose faith - especially when at this moment I am really pissed off at God.......<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-79654575098225955612012-07-31T20:23:00.001-07:002012-07-31T20:23:59.953-07:00I Love Being A Mom To My Two Girls!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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My greatest joy in my life is my daughters... Sometimes, I will look at them and just feel in awe that God had blessed me so abundantly.. I love that we enjoy each other.. Of course there are times that we want to wring each others' necks but for the most part - I believe we have a great relationship... We actually have fun together... I have two someones that are up to exploring the world with me... Who want to be with me - that in itself is a major feat with teenage girls....<br />
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Last year we three took a great trip to the East Coast from California - so many memories were made.. So much fun was had... We still have many conversations about the times we shared - the places we visited.. This year - because of my work schedule- a long trip is not possible this summer but we did do something really fun....<br />
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We hopped in the car- drove up the freeway about 55 minutes and ended up in Hollywood!!! I have lived in Southern California my ENTIRE life and I have never experienced Hollywood... So me and my 2 girls became California tourists for a fun-filled weekend.....<br />
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Our trip started with a stop at Universal Studios - I planned this in advance and purchased Front of the Line passes - and I have to tell you - well worth the extra money - while others were standing in the heat of the day for 60 minutes or more - we walked right on each ride... So fun
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After Universal Studios - We walked around City Walk<br />
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From Universal City Walk - we went to our hotel around the corner from Hollywood Blvd - Had NO idea what to expect... We enjoyed the sites/people/dinner at Hard Rock
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The next morning -we went on a tour of the stars' homes - we saw Simon Cowell's - Ellen Degeneres',Elvis' old home, Ringo Starr, Elizabeth Taylor's Temple, and many others - but as I write this I'm drawing a blank... What I really liked is going down the Sunset Strip - Seeing all the places I have heard about - The Viper Room, The Roxy, The Comedy Store, Whiskey A Go-Go, and so much more... We also took a walk down Rodeo Drive - felt pretty uncomfortable in THOSE stores.. but enjoyed watching the multiple Roll Royces, Mercedes, and BMWs go by... with a Limo thrown in a time or two..
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The other day I read a Facebook post from someone I admire and respect... and of course love like crazy.. We are very similar in many ways... Our political views, however, seem to be polar opposites... But when I look at our beliefs and abolish the "party" lines - I think we believe the same things.... want the same things...<br />
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The Facebook post was a couple of wonderful Bible verses (yep, I'm talking about you - hee hee) Verses that spoke of our responsibility to the widows and the children and to help others that are in need... I do agree with this post.. and this verse.... But if I were a mind reading kinda of gal - I might think she was politely referring to the Republican party on our "greed" factor and the thought behind us not wanting to pay taxes to help..... Now I can't speak for other Republicans but I will politely give my view on what I believe needs to be done....<br />
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First - I do believe it is the responsibility of our government (The People of our great Nation) to help those in need .... No one should be without food.... no one should be without a safe place to sleep... and no one should be denied an education.. And mostly - no one should be denied medical help... My only compliant about our government and President on this is that they are not treating the problem.. They are putting a band aid on it... There are way too many people taking advantage of the welfare system - Speaking to a friend of mine who is an investigator for the welfare and medicare system -he said one of the biggest scams is selling food stamps... Many times you can buy them on Craig's List... the scammers sell the stamps for drugs.... Medicare - another biggie... I believe if a person/family needs public assistance - they must be drug tested (just like anyone applying for job) - I believe there should be very strict guidelines... I believe there should be a severe punishment for those who commit fraud with our tax payers money... I believe if a person is not a US citizen - public assistance should NOT be offered.... Medical help - yes - welfare NO NO NO NO... A person should take the steps to become a US citizen first to take advantage of what our country offers and only if it is needed... Welfare and public assistance - should be SHORT term - not full time.... The way our government is set up right now on this issue - is it promotes not working - promotes the vicious cycle of teen pregnancies.. more welfare recipients ...There has to be an incentive for people to want to get a job.. There has been be an incentive for companies to hire in their towns.. incentives to provide jobs here and not overseas.. A way for companies to pay a high enough salary (ie: Walmart) that people can support their families.... The government needs to step in and review the situation - there must be more government employees to address this growing problem.. <br />
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Second - I believe companies - corporations - should pay taxes.... I believe that the government should give tax break incentives to the companies who hire within our US borders.... Within the company's immediate area... (and higher tax bills for those who go overseas). If the company is employing hundreds of people - thousands of people because of the tax break incentives and ends up not paying "taxes" - who the hell cares... There are hundreds and thousands of people who are now working - supporting their families - spending their money - and paying taxes... It's a win-win situation... But because our Democratic government (seems to me) only wants to tax tax tax - corporations are taking their jobs to India... Mexico.... Why is it so wrong for a company or person who makes money - money they themselves earned through their own hard work want to keep it? Why should they pay a much higher tax rate than everyone else...... I believe there should be a flat tax for everyone... A straight across the board tax.... The rich will still pay "more" than others due the percentage of a higher income is higher than the same percentage of a lower income..... That would be fair.....<br />
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Thirdly - If there are checks and balances in our welfare system... If there were more government employees to ensure that the welfare recipients were truly in need... who were actually looking for work or going to a state/federally funded school to better their situation - our need for higher taxes would be lowered considerably.. There should be a federally funded daycare provider for those families that need it - Paying for a daycare provider is much less expensive than supporting a full family with welfare and food stamps...<br />
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Basically - my thoughts are this - taxes are not bad... I believe we should all pay our "fair" share... People who need help should Always get it.... But there has to be guidelines - there has to be rules - there has to be checks and balances.. Trusting our government by just throwing our taxes at them is not working - has not worked - will NEVER work... Each and every single government employee must be held accountable for their actions -<br />
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We need a president that has experience... Who loves our country... Who does not make empty promises about CHANGE.. We need a government that is for the people - all the People.... What is good for the People is good for them... including insurance.......<br />
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I think if we tear down the party lines and work together for the same common goal - I think our country would be in much better shape....<br />
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<br />Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-89341731524408629522012-04-04T08:38:00.002-07:002012-04-04T08:58:50.804-07:00Waking Up The Dead - On A School Morning..<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjef1aPc7nhuWJEbfuV8D3VThGwtH_WdCSsVFfPXCQT1X1jKzEPW2_wSQxZ0UGGWwWPXCR7A6UBCUop_KsP-OR-eHaiEtd-pRDRLftZFCJmnlPSpC1zM8pPdYltgKt74DCXq1aLcDno7Nm6/s1600/Teenager-sleeping-in-bed--002.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjef1aPc7nhuWJEbfuV8D3VThGwtH_WdCSsVFfPXCQT1X1jKzEPW2_wSQxZ0UGGWwWPXCR7A6UBCUop_KsP-OR-eHaiEtd-pRDRLftZFCJmnlPSpC1zM8pPdYltgKt74DCXq1aLcDno7Nm6/s400/Teenager-sleeping-in-bed--002.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5727575622802116162" border="0" /></a><br />It's 6:15 AM and my alarm goes off -not because I have to get ready for work but because my teenage daughters need to get up and ready for school.. I get up - walk to each of their rooms - turn their lights on and tell them to "Get up" - Sometimes I'll hear a grunt or two - or maybe an "okay".. Then I go back to bed to <s>sleep</s> rest my eyes... And every 15-20 minutes - I will holler to my lovely daughters - "GET UP NOW!!" I will hear lies through the walls - "Mom, I'm up" or "I'm dressed"... I know they are lying because I don't hear their IPods playing their awful music (Man, I just did sound like my mother - didn't I?) and I don't hear them walking around... I have Mommy ears and I do hear everything<br /><br />This morning - exactly one hour to the minute - I called my oldest into my bedroom.... She was still in her pajamas - sleepy in her eyes - her hair sticking up everywhere.... She spoke to me only as a teenager who has caught my last nerve would.... Her exact words were.... "Mom, it only takes me five minutes to get up" Every mother of a teen knows exactly the voice she used... The one where she sounds annoyed as if I'm the guilty party of disturbing her beauty sleep....<br /><br />Ten minutes later she makes her way down stairs (we are to leave in less than 3 minutes) - she starts looking through the cabinets for breakfast and her lunch... She ever so s l o w l y takes out the peanut butter and jelly- She covers every part of the white on the bread - her sister is starting to hyperventilate (her school is further away) and my eldest gives her the teenage/sister "I'm going super slow just to bug the crap out of you" look... So I did what any fed up mother would... I grabbed my keys - told her she's walking to school and jumped in the car... As I was walking out the door - I hear "Whhhaaaaaaaaaat?"<br /><br />My guilt made me go around the block and come back - not because she would have to walk but because she would be super late to school.. But I'm pretty sure - I scared her enough to be ready on time tomorrow... At least I hope I did....Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-89546601372789919452012-04-02T13:35:00.007-07:002012-04-02T14:26:13.206-07:00Every 15 Minutes - A Drunk Driver Kills<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTMpPf5f1-ixEzqCTW-TyPl-ifovuZuQji1AdAZY1IGSFuTY9-VYWmjkyvrRdYNspRauVyrCi4iEE5KNU52jwXV9y4TNnPeOUw5gtkb7oSbqSKG5Pj0KgQwHv3qxf8dSGJbr26HycwetnQ/s1600/35196271E.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 280px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTMpPf5f1-ixEzqCTW-TyPl-ifovuZuQji1AdAZY1IGSFuTY9-VYWmjkyvrRdYNspRauVyrCi4iEE5KNU52jwXV9y4TNnPeOUw5gtkb7oSbqSKG5Pj0KgQwHv3qxf8dSGJbr26HycwetnQ/s400/35196271E.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5726917096365079474" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Bottom of post is a video created by a high school for this event - Worth the Watch<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>When I was in high school a good friend of mine killed someone....<br /><br />My friend D had just turned 18 years old and he had been celebrating the New Year ringing into 1983 when he got behind the wheel of his car... D did not believe he was drunk - He was happy.. He was having a fun time until..... he lost control of his car and plowed into another car killing the driver... Six months later my dear sweet friend was in jail and he would remain there until well after his next birthday.... D was a good kid - A good kid who made a bad mistake... Today many many years later - he still feels the pain of that fatal night 29 years ago...<br /><br />Several years ago my niece was asked to participate in a school event called Every 15 Minutes... As my sister was explaining to me what was going to happen - I could not help but cry... You see - my niece was going to "die" by a drunk driver - She would leave the school - No one would see her - and my sister had the most difficult task of all - writing her daughter's obituary... Although, it was make believe - just the thought of losing my beautiful talented and so very special niece was very hard to take..<br /><br />Last week - my daughter's high school had their version of Every 15 Minutes - because my daughter is a sophomore she did not participate but many of her friends did and they told her how difficult it was not to cry....<br /><br />The last couple of weeks I have been planning my daughter's Sweet Sixteen Party and I can't help but think that pretty soon she will behind the wheel of a car and she will most likely attend parties where there will be drinking and many friends will be driving (hopefully - she will never consider drinking and driving or riding with someone that is)... It's hard because kids (and many adults) think that they are good drivers when they are drunk or they may think that nothing bad is going to happen to them... It's a scary time as a parent... One of the things that I have told both of my girls - is that if they do drink at a party or if their ride is drinking - They have a free pass to call me regardless of the time and I will pick up whoever needs to be driven somewhere - no questions asked and no punishment given.... That doesn't mean I won't lecture or be leery the next time they go out... But I need to let them know that their safety is number 1 - Period... And I don't want them fearful of calling home..<br /><br /><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/lT0j-ye4ntQ" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" width="560"></iframe>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-13237604196321108572012-02-06T08:56:00.001-08:002012-02-06T08:57:36.857-08:00Enough Said<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiERst02nn5HT2-oyjZARNC258sIRBY3TMQahHS36cm8jGOAqBFCG_r-xg52hQ_4tl2rZetwT3gf9eMEA-UDTdKdkiMNXDIAbfu-KD9x632mSBt162Kdj6-muQ1GXnQ6n0oTDM26Jy3zHn9/s1600/parent.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 377px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiERst02nn5HT2-oyjZARNC258sIRBY3TMQahHS36cm8jGOAqBFCG_r-xg52hQ_4tl2rZetwT3gf9eMEA-UDTdKdkiMNXDIAbfu-KD9x632mSBt162Kdj6-muQ1GXnQ6n0oTDM26Jy3zHn9/s400/parent.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5706067703172912418" border="0" /></a>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-89026072364420300892012-02-01T07:47:00.000-08:002012-02-01T09:25:53.205-08:00Well Did I Save Money?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfhZughPOChxxHQHdcE_PrJQhIUgBy5jZ6S8tJBjTubg-ChSidYNJSk76A2Vn7e1nGuEwnBwme0LdYpsMM8qz9H_gCcSDSuoBOEY5p_r3ElWDsd4vRwehCvGmHm3V_eDJubgjJP6WPJZWH/s1600/Money-Saving.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfhZughPOChxxHQHdcE_PrJQhIUgBy5jZ6S8tJBjTubg-ChSidYNJSk76A2Vn7e1nGuEwnBwme0LdYpsMM8qz9H_gCcSDSuoBOEY5p_r3ElWDsd4vRwehCvGmHm3V_eDJubgjJP6WPJZWH/s400/Money-Saving.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5704218548403586994" border="0" /></a><br />In January I challenged myself to save money and I have no doubt I did with a few exceptions....<br /><br />I am a very big diet coke drinker.... I saved about $93.00 not buying my 2 liters a day...<br /><br />We used to eat out several days a week - For the month of January we stayed home - I saved about $465 - I think this is a low estimate.<br /><br />I stopped our cable movie channels - We never watched them anyway - Saved $45 per month.<br /><br />Coupons and shopping at Target saved me on average $15-$20 a grocery shopping trip..<br /><br />The unexpected expense was our dog Charlie - When I took her into the vet for her yearly shots - She had an ear infection and she was tested for a thyroid problem - They did find a urinary tract infection - so my bill out the door was over $400... The vet wants me to bring her in this month to biopsy a growth on her paw - She will have to go under and that bill would be in excess of $700 and that's with a discount...<br /><br />My main dinner staple was spaghetti - the kids like it - so whenever the spouse was not home for dinner that was the main meal.. Crock pot whole chicken another favorite - This is great for dinner and lunch for a couple of days.. I tried out a few new recipes - A wonderful BBQ beef crock pot - most definitely will do again - The chicken and rice - FAIL.. - The tuna casserole - Could have been better.. The clam chowder - yummy.. Cream cheese chicken and broccoli was awesome and fed us another dinner and a couple of lunches...<br /><br />I learned that feeding a family of 4 on $10 a day is not an easy thing to do - but it is doable. I was pretty strict this month - from now on - not as strict - cereal in the morning is not a must... We can change it up a little... And PB & J sandwiches although good could be exchanged for a turkey and cheese on occasion... And I have discovered that Pizza Hut $10 large pizza special is less expense then my own concoction... Making the pizza wasn't cheap - but I do have to say my version was pretty tasty...<br /><br />All in all - I did save money - I think I will see the benefits in the long run - I will continue to be more thrifty and on occasion and only on occasion will we eat out or I will buy a 2 liter of diet coke... Maybe if it's on sale.....<br /><br />I did plan to post every day during the month of January - but my business has really gotten busy and in my down time - I'm lying on my belly - chin on the couch arm watching American Idol....Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-40982774883995641632012-01-25T19:04:00.000-08:002012-01-25T19:35:17.955-08:00January Challenge Day 25<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih6D18VWsCfTKKew1Li-Tr9pYJ2febWj4oP98mnp73pTfKZJO5N2Hznm23YoeFHZOdlrvCEap-aajR6_sP_DvGoEphv2VcEX3K0s_Pa_GpYfBjwSLYw87yGoLPXzo8BjHTa6YtrHSCku1f/s1600/coke.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih6D18VWsCfTKKew1Li-Tr9pYJ2febWj4oP98mnp73pTfKZJO5N2Hznm23YoeFHZOdlrvCEap-aajR6_sP_DvGoEphv2VcEX3K0s_Pa_GpYfBjwSLYw87yGoLPXzo8BjHTa6YtrHSCku1f/s400/coke.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701778785549583042" border="0" /></a><br />I just realized that I have saved over $78 this month by not buying diet coke or bottle iced tea...<br /><br />I truly believe I have saved over $200 thus far this month by not going out to dinner or popping by a fast food joint for a quick soda....<br /><br />Thought that was pretty cool..........<br /><br />This recipe lasted us a few days - so yummy - 2 dinners and 3 lunches for two (2) people and the neighbors had a bite too!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.wate.com/story/1666355/cream-cheese-chicken-casserole">Cream Cheese Chicken Casserole<br /></a><br /><div style="text-align: left;">6 Chicken breasts<br />2-10 oz packages frozen broccoli<br />2 cups of milk - I used non-fat - tasted good<br />2- 8 oz packages cream cheese - I used low fat - tasted great<br />1/2 tsp salt<br />1/2 tsp garlic powder<br />3/4 cup Parmesan cheese<br /><br />Cook the chicken and then break into bite size pieces. Cook broccoli in salted water. Place the broccoli in a 9x13 greased (I used Pam) casserole dish. Heat the milk, cream cheese, salt, garlic powder, and Parmesan cheese over low head, stirring till the mixture is smooth. Pour 1 cup of sauce over the broccoli. Add the chicken into the pan and pour the rest of the sauce over it. Sprinkle the top with 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese. Bake at 350 for 25-30 minute.... And enjoy!<br /><br /></div></div>Kara my youngest helping me - stir the sauce until it's creamy<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoeS5xKNKf1SuHmpcNrPnVKr3RCBnNd1uM8s6Pb4r2bTYvvbEU5gxB7wOLXTseYpIUMF4LXkQGwhFAo25fY-PR4aLNxBBBzhy98fGUuIT0LDIIW4zFViZ4_eiUrkWViS3n8KdRgBHBBJk-/s1600/010.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoeS5xKNKf1SuHmpcNrPnVKr3RCBnNd1uM8s6Pb4r2bTYvvbEU5gxB7wOLXTseYpIUMF4LXkQGwhFAo25fY-PR4aLNxBBBzhy98fGUuIT0LDIIW4zFViZ4_eiUrkWViS3n8KdRgBHBBJk-/s400/010.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701776048356214130" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBLJXDBaq068vJfZvHRujhxxajDrv610yIf72zYobb4IsShwdLzgUbYP_PH_PsdzeH_a9ts8G6CStgG_w-9_1cmmTTJo8o1-BScUUY3JLxK3QKH93wWAF4c8ywP0fvheIcWo9WJxlMZIHO/s1600/007.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBLJXDBaq068vJfZvHRujhxxajDrv610yIf72zYobb4IsShwdLzgUbYP_PH_PsdzeH_a9ts8G6CStgG_w-9_1cmmTTJo8o1-BScUUY3JLxK3QKH93wWAF4c8ywP0fvheIcWo9WJxlMZIHO/s400/007.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701776039933693346" border="0" /></a>Yummy cooked broccoli<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrLw0XryPZzON9SF0qYV0F5NzmgXehxk-EN1il17_owNFZHzsG6A67MWwArRbt_bTge3D0DBXSsINuxDcKHEfPuOzCbYDssc_I2MNPDSelaHJC9bt-tj2yKRWTWYG-edPn4qIrrylaJTE9/s1600/008.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrLw0XryPZzON9SF0qYV0F5NzmgXehxk-EN1il17_owNFZHzsG6A67MWwArRbt_bTge3D0DBXSsINuxDcKHEfPuOzCbYDssc_I2MNPDSelaHJC9bt-tj2yKRWTWYG-edPn4qIrrylaJTE9/s400/008.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701776054325515938" border="0" /></a>Broccoli with sauce<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC0LycV3flHZDLh67ofINOoXEzzeilCB9sFJgMBUXnhqgxVbIgguougaoM3wm1xTZAd00rTpVDSaC4h41FH516KDK9uLXFEIqM8T7EBcPcb2x0XVQEo5Rbpc4YNMk4jA2vSi83Gz0qHRqP/s1600/013.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC0LycV3flHZDLh67ofINOoXEzzeilCB9sFJgMBUXnhqgxVbIgguougaoM3wm1xTZAd00rTpVDSaC4h41FH516KDK9uLXFEIqM8T7EBcPcb2x0XVQEo5Rbpc4YNMk4jA2vSi83Gz0qHRqP/s400/013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701776062554937778" border="0" /></a>Chicken covering the broccoli<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi51oLhHn4x4ALKlZ3OlFAAoD6OyU_MyyOFicd6Jr6sf974uxC1FPQChLddcM4KKjJbAg9x2T6GtT_gGVcFdAQQJqbI-urwvcUVOW1TK5vttRrWlhndeed-u4JxptgTYBVhn23_laNIJvh6/s1600/009.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi51oLhHn4x4ALKlZ3OlFAAoD6OyU_MyyOFicd6Jr6sf974uxC1FPQChLddcM4KKjJbAg9x2T6GtT_gGVcFdAQQJqbI-urwvcUVOW1TK5vttRrWlhndeed-u4JxptgTYBVhn23_laNIJvh6/s400/009.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701776058090061346" border="0" /></a>The Finished dish - with croissants<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5N_8lq9vebsjnT7ndZFEM6tp4ZfbpU1y7uor72jXeAUEJN6srp1D33giR70KZwNEXlpSugnVJW3btugiW0LqlgZ79Rs3ue9EfbCtWGLbwvOTq9o1_u8OIW-ISrFv4ajjFheP8z96Us-nP/s1600/016.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5N_8lq9vebsjnT7ndZFEM6tp4ZfbpU1y7uor72jXeAUEJN6srp1D33giR70KZwNEXlpSugnVJW3btugiW0LqlgZ79Rs3ue9EfbCtWGLbwvOTq9o1_u8OIW-ISrFv4ajjFheP8z96Us-nP/s400/016.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701777927827080274" border="0" /></a>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-46917200085119040522012-01-20T11:15:00.001-08:002012-01-20T11:29:18.085-08:00January Challenge Recipe - BBQ Beef Sandwich<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1IA1SFwcWTaGqVQuTJfqdp6xWdBy9ck1qJlm6Npmt9ivAHxXaISNTudwKn6aVXEtoQgyDH8swvccwZR8ah8qU7CIWEMs3KilmWUXawOd__PT-eT9KGZo8t0880g7V89QwLW_FEvLc6QKy/s1600/IMG.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 302px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1IA1SFwcWTaGqVQuTJfqdp6xWdBy9ck1qJlm6Npmt9ivAHxXaISNTudwKn6aVXEtoQgyDH8swvccwZR8ah8qU7CIWEMs3KilmWUXawOd__PT-eT9KGZo8t0880g7V89QwLW_FEvLc6QKy/s400/IMG.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5699798000178207042" border="0" /></a><br />This morning my daughter glanced at the calendar and was in complete shock that it was already January 20th - How did that happen???? Wasn't it just a few days ago that I was taking down our Christmas decorations?<br /><br />The first week of my January challenge I mentioned either on this blog or on my Facebook <s>the days and events are running together and I am completely going nuts</s> that I was making a BBQ Beef Sandwich recipe... I later mentioned it was really yummy and even my picky kids ate leftovers... Many friends asked me for the recipe - so finally - I'm sharing... The picture is from the recipe book - I forgot to take pictures -but mine looked just about the same...<br /><br />1 boneless beef chuck roast (about 3 pounds) - purchased buy 1 get 1 free -net price less than $4<br />1/4 cup ketchup<br />2 TBSP brown sugar<br />2 TBSP red wine vinegar<br />1 TBSP Dijon mustard<br />1 TBSP Worcestershire sauce<br />1 clove garlic, crushed<br />1/4 tsp salt<br />1/4 tsp liquid smoke (this is what the book recipe called for - I put 1/8 tsp - not fond of smoke)<br />10 to 12 rolls or buns...<br /><br />Place beef in Crock-pot - combine ingredients (except the rolls of course), in a medium bowl - pour over meat - Cover; cook on LOW 8-9 hours<br /><br />Remove beef from Crock-pot and shred with 2 forks.<br /><br />Combine beef with 1 cup sauce from Crock-pot - and voila!<br /><br />Tonight I'm making a Cream Cheese Chicken Casserole - left overs for lunch and possibly dinner the next day?Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-25763533380220100982012-01-17T17:39:00.000-08:002012-01-17T17:59:35.551-08:00Getting What You Want Out Of Your Credit Card<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9JNWsuAy2aJGtqylzl5rCrmrnS32Dif1oWSF4bM5hhSPo5u_qkSI7rwYdp-23cDUytOGi2kXJg3BflldXYAeC9a49qxWEbxV9aKmyxtH7lvcX1uZBJ6KC_IuhObzYxOLijGW67OFeRHdz/s1600/credit+card++city.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 154px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9JNWsuAy2aJGtqylzl5rCrmrnS32Dif1oWSF4bM5hhSPo5u_qkSI7rwYdp-23cDUytOGi2kXJg3BflldXYAeC9a49qxWEbxV9aKmyxtH7lvcX1uZBJ6KC_IuhObzYxOLijGW67OFeRHdz/s320/credit+card++city.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5698785800467020018" border="0" /></a><br />Last summer - I took my girls on a Mom/Daughters trip to the East coast from California. My airfare and rental cars were covered... I did not have to pay one red cent to fly or drive! You know why? I had earned points using my Chase Reward card and racked up enough points to cover all three of us. It's FREE money!<br /><br />Not many people know where to look to get a credit card that is best for them. There's a site that takes the leg work out of calling every credit card company out there. <a href="http://online-credit-card-portal.com/tag/creditcardcity-com/">CreditCardCity</a> does ALL the work for you. They are an on-line unbiased company that gives you all the information you need to find the card that is just right for you.<br /><br />CreditCardCity gives you <a href="http://www.creditcardcity.com/category/blog/">credit card advice</a> on all you need to know about Airline cards -Cash back cards - low interest cards - no interest cards -cards with rewards - gas cards - any kind of card you can think of - it's there. All you need to do is answer a couple of questions on what you are looking for and click the button and there you go - All the cards that fit your criteria pops up. It's so easy.<br /><br />I think it's great when you can use a credit card to buy your everyday needs and at the end of the month - you have free stuff... My card took me to Washington DC and back. What has your card done for you?Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-22130846946014147552012-01-14T15:03:00.000-08:002012-01-14T15:57:03.764-08:00January Challenge Post 5<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1lOwqEkqq-ILDfou9PrySLShuMzg7UxzyB-ZzevInFy7o2ZyiX50UPES55KBEO-VM0zFN2PKvpVHS5tkB6gMAVHag0_qgMCNHCc-RuqU1Seuzx65yZh_peqOGDhkYBVaz8F_i7VLN8X-3/s1600/save_money.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 310px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1lOwqEkqq-ILDfou9PrySLShuMzg7UxzyB-ZzevInFy7o2ZyiX50UPES55KBEO-VM0zFN2PKvpVHS5tkB6gMAVHag0_qgMCNHCc-RuqU1Seuzx65yZh_peqOGDhkYBVaz8F_i7VLN8X-3/s400/save_money.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697640985438108482" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Scroll Down To See Our Kitty On A Leash - So cute</span><br /></div><br />I have to say that January has started off to a very busy beginning of the year - I have a few new clients that have given me some really good loans to process... It looks like a few will make me money at month's end and next month fingers crossed will be an excellent one... But I still need more to keep up a flow of work... Craig's List is a great place to advertise - I place two (2) ads each Sunday and it's FREE.<br /><br />I need to reconnect with my older clients that I had to let go beginning of last year - I had to complete a bunch of classes - take a few tests - get a broker license - a couple of endorsement certificates because The Department of Real Estate required all this stuff so that I can stay in business and do what I have been doing for over 20 years... Crazy I know... So it kind of sucks that a few of my awesome clients I worked with last year - most likely found a new loan processor or two and have developed good relationships over the past year... But I will do everything I can - to remind them on how good we had it.... ha<br /><br />So Now To the January Challenge...<br /><br />I have been writing down everything we spend -everything... I am in complete shock on how much money I spend - AND I'm not buying random stuff! It seems that I live at Target and Albertson.. Two weeks ago - I shopped for two week's worth of dinners.. That so far has worked out really well - My other shopping is to get milk - bread - school necessities, cleaning supplies, and other items we ran out of...<br /><br />I did purchase a Shark Floor steamer for $69.00 - We have tile floors and a cat and a dog... My biggest thing is I want my floors clean - and I think about the cat using the liter box and walking around the floor and my dog stepping in her poop and tracking it around the house... The bathroom where the cat's box is hidden in the shower (no one uses it) - I once or twice weekly wash the floors and the shower with bleach water - the living room floors - I'm not as good as I should be - once a week at most... Thus the steamer AND - To save $200 a month - I will have to let go of our housekeeper -yes, I've been spoiled and I love a clean clean house - but I have two teens, a husband, and me - I think we can handle it... At least until our savings is replenished...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Cleo The Handsome Cat<br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgE4qNBNZUjmJeRTJzx7sg0TXZs64GgkL9k2zXe8S_Md1JtMaWEDl5yMcxhJloD40K1pLXo30kP2YO0bk3tFCTDTYJ68Py_tdnyvWzG0BAzHOxf55HIsgyDPUvsnrYDEGLr00PdT4dyhC_R/s1600/cleo.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgE4qNBNZUjmJeRTJzx7sg0TXZs64GgkL9k2zXe8S_Md1JtMaWEDl5yMcxhJloD40K1pLXo30kP2YO0bk3tFCTDTYJ68Py_tdnyvWzG0BAzHOxf55HIsgyDPUvsnrYDEGLr00PdT4dyhC_R/s400/cleo.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697636694585357314" border="0" /></a><br /><br />My poor dog Charlie has had a bad week.... I took her in on Monday for her annual shots... She is gaining weight and she is not overfed - so the Dr. examined her - She has another ear infection.. so antibiotics - oral and for the ears - While I was waiting for the Dr. to come in with the shots - I was petting her and found strange grown on top of her paw under all her hair.. The Dr. did not like it and she will be going back next month to have it removed and a biopsy.. Oh and she has a urinary tract infection - First Dr. bill - $480 and next month will be around $700 - OUCH...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Charlie The Expense Baby Girl<br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6yEleHR6GDZEIba2oJk-7w4tHYico1oCbcYZiYKXsaEwb_tq0YgHTMY9QbCRKuUxHW-5x5iKd8HeVaC6sfg8x81D0qeuMeK7y6KIpyhmfEWhoTzub6RZAXj5X02UwhogsVgHHNrkRy8yA/s1600/charlie.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 299px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6yEleHR6GDZEIba2oJk-7w4tHYico1oCbcYZiYKXsaEwb_tq0YgHTMY9QbCRKuUxHW-5x5iKd8HeVaC6sfg8x81D0qeuMeK7y6KIpyhmfEWhoTzub6RZAXj5X02UwhogsVgHHNrkRy8yA/s400/charlie.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697636698567703906" border="0" /></a><br /><br />So Today - I'm fine tuning our menus for the next 2 weeks - I'm trying to find ways to save more money - but I do believe in the long run - the savings will show itself - it's hard to see it now due to the residuals of past year....<br /><br />On Monday - We had homemade pizza - Less than $5 - Tuesday - Beef tacos and Mexican Rice - $6.00 Wednesday - Left over tacos and grilled cheese sandwich - less than $4. Thursday - Meatball subs - less than $5 - Friday enchilada pie About $6 - Tonight Teriyaki chicken and rice. Tomorrow -Left overs...<br /><br /><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/EUpoJGd6q7c" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" width="560"></iframe>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-69603920515497773622012-01-07T10:57:00.000-08:002012-01-07T15:59:05.791-08:00January Challenge To Save Money Post 4<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbmqh1TaRHJYsKenFDvXW7WssxO_7PoqaSu8SpOH81q9ucBiSIMmvs3G_9jERMK9R3YjbWmBBqOmJhiykbHttgO9JTRzY5CDIeXjAaapn2jeDU1psP_6pZFMVpseAYoubtXqU1rQtQZ6lG/s1600/007.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbmqh1TaRHJYsKenFDvXW7WssxO_7PoqaSu8SpOH81q9ucBiSIMmvs3G_9jERMK9R3YjbWmBBqOmJhiykbHttgO9JTRzY5CDIeXjAaapn2jeDU1psP_6pZFMVpseAYoubtXqU1rQtQZ6lG/s400/007.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695043348915361074" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't you just love a good sale???<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Today is Saturday - Day 7 of my Challenge for January and for the most part - I am on track... I haven't had an impulse buy - nor have we visited a fast food.... We did go out to dinner last night - my beautiful niece from Australia was out on business and our entire Southern California family met up with her at Mimi's Cafe in Long Beach... Before we arrived - I asked both of my girls to not order soda - I'm the ice tea queen of the world but I also opted for water... I asked that they share a plate due to the portions at Mimi's are huge... I enjoyed a cup of my favorite soup - French Onion and a small dinner salad... I learned that although the "soup and salad" meal is a lunch special - most restaurants will let you order it for dinner - Imagine that!<br /><br />During my last post - I was making grilled pork chops, rice, green beans, corn, and apple sauce... I grilled them to perfections... They were so tasty in fact both of my girls ate everything on their plate... Granted my oldest gagged a little on her green beans - At that moment I realized that I have not introduced my kids to the joys of vegetables... Thankfully - it's not too late and before I am done - my kid will crave those green beans... instead of ice cream... Yup.. I can dream...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZJCy7Du6Hbeot_dvkmb5NsS8UkgXJuhjkRHvdZ70Sch3JHBXSlOFrJkGl_EW6ozS7iLzhPRve7x8vFOZuMSfOvayLYj7OREkp8PKoDuZFLlg5AkJCgBRtQv9XhJD_e14Os5KUU_dkLMTf/s1600/015.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZJCy7Du6Hbeot_dvkmb5NsS8UkgXJuhjkRHvdZ70Sch3JHBXSlOFrJkGl_EW6ozS7iLzhPRve7x8vFOZuMSfOvayLYj7OREkp8PKoDuZFLlg5AkJCgBRtQv9XhJD_e14Os5KUU_dkLMTf/s400/015.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695042669000004930" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgC2OiK8QIZ_jeZH5CMmpDsG-EPpK_rescG-dVo40iKrAjZWVSPZ0-Jj66QgBXQ3zGNw6igPQOecxSk5-GkyQ6S7oXN5Cr-2bJsYDvwETXOuktlkd2W6_MPjBF6Eo3rYSNaIClFDGc6wQrC/s1600/016.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgC2OiK8QIZ_jeZH5CMmpDsG-EPpK_rescG-dVo40iKrAjZWVSPZ0-Jj66QgBXQ3zGNw6igPQOecxSk5-GkyQ6S7oXN5Cr-2bJsYDvwETXOuktlkd2W6_MPjBF6Eo3rYSNaIClFDGc6wQrC/s400/016.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695042675610925362" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFG1l65XmZ8P9Gz69cdz4k8SuDdGIk0Eg4VjH4AvVe61dgkc8u2NQ06IprOWaw8HXf5EGdjUF77_RiF-TEdppqnuWN5Sq0bjUZXEi7tEpD5FGZV4ana-XbvI9q_mB9XcpnwGurX9beePpL/s1600/013.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFG1l65XmZ8P9Gz69cdz4k8SuDdGIk0Eg4VjH4AvVe61dgkc8u2NQ06IprOWaw8HXf5EGdjUF77_RiF-TEdppqnuWN5Sq0bjUZXEi7tEpD5FGZV4ana-XbvI9q_mB9XcpnwGurX9beePpL/s400/013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695042684954841602" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqYkPKFszn1tiMbt-SbMzuGgkMLGnZfgoOGBV8T-dhtZ03iwJ-eircfLkWXcTF1SiY87wdP15dbcHfmMkMGxmGE3FUxn5m6GFg_bxSDlsIGNdvWQr9nn4YZ-w9ZMyrXkWSFJuW4uysGJkt/s1600/017.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqYkPKFszn1tiMbt-SbMzuGgkMLGnZfgoOGBV8T-dhtZ03iwJ-eircfLkWXcTF1SiY87wdP15dbcHfmMkMGxmGE3FUxn5m6GFg_bxSDlsIGNdvWQr9nn4YZ-w9ZMyrXkWSFJuW4uysGJkt/s400/017.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695042680588277666" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuuKQisV-RiCYKlbc5ZrhAxvm4zlTttNpKParqAIBAHSMaAMy-PJ8VFMtPTBf9gSURnxf_MSa0GsOutGAkPZFW0zIWBiQoW-5yF4vdtaJkW6lyA19v_ze3ZS57CIQ9sO7DNnSQ2YVQNGQ9/s1600/012.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuuKQisV-RiCYKlbc5ZrhAxvm4zlTttNpKParqAIBAHSMaAMy-PJ8VFMtPTBf9gSURnxf_MSa0GsOutGAkPZFW0zIWBiQoW-5yF4vdtaJkW6lyA19v_ze3ZS57CIQ9sO7DNnSQ2YVQNGQ9/s400/012.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695042687197155970" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.tropicalmum.com/search/label/budget">Tropical Mum</a> - shared some of her ideas with us - The recipes sound fabulous! Thank you Tropical MumKelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-46193784256455397722012-01-05T16:55:00.000-08:002012-01-05T17:06:58.046-08:00January Challenge To Save Money Post 3<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisgZqJyjkvjKszaK5mOhq-ytPka7TO2MEm201Kdf6D2vxLKk6wxuJJmcguTS3JcKLlfDUxej75ghTVknww2piSfetnglQs59gvCzzR0PZZSVhQl57EAQIT0pjRMq4RMSgIxRYn0eX9Sp_E/s1600/001.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisgZqJyjkvjKszaK5mOhq-ytPka7TO2MEm201Kdf6D2vxLKk6wxuJJmcguTS3JcKLlfDUxej75ghTVknww2piSfetnglQs59gvCzzR0PZZSVhQl57EAQIT0pjRMq4RMSgIxRYn0eX9Sp_E/s400/001.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694318653190210098" border="0" /></a><br />I learned something today..... When you don't eat out - You run out of the basics more quickly -ie: Milk, and bread.... This morning - I did a Target run.... Usually when I go - I take a circular route - through the shoes... to the book section... to the DVDs... and then to the food... Many times along my journey - I would randomly throw books or movies into my basket.... I made the decision when I walked in the door - that I knew what I needed... and that is all I'm going to get...<br />Bread - $1.99, Brown paper lunch bags (I can't get my kids to use lunch boxes) $1.02 (on sale I bought 2 packs of 100. Target brand Sweet n low - on sale - bought 2 boxes (1/2 the price as the brand name product and tastes the same), 1 gallon of milk - 1/2 the price than Albertson's... Now I did make a purchase that I did not intend to make - Frozen fruit... I'll tell you why on my next post.<br /><br />Last night - was the last night to have "kid favorites" - yummy - Cheese burgers - I personally like barbeque sauce on mine... How do you eat yours?<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiSYejMl3dbjjmTLLZU35KTKOwK2vZ-vihvPyTCsqb_SwtKYoVs0THfmj8S-_vYagQ5oOrIz2aVVD0c_sgAGxissbtav6wh8nSgZXBj52P7z6MnZA6aHJ5D2WXayv_SOX_3z9VmGzy7Df8/s1600/003.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiSYejMl3dbjjmTLLZU35KTKOwK2vZ-vihvPyTCsqb_SwtKYoVs0THfmj8S-_vYagQ5oOrIz2aVVD0c_sgAGxissbtav6wh8nSgZXBj52P7z6MnZA6aHJ5D2WXayv_SOX_3z9VmGzy7Df8/s400/003.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694318651484862386" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvArOZv5o63Fttd6vjUI1qwzx02oDU3V5hTCECnQSjqRZdAwUCMTUkrfFViawcjdTLZdWLMXXXr4dd1zu0hVh1tDhtai5YScEkBtrAzTEb3r3REhrue-MdYuFJ37QDQq0aOyGLr0CGU1j5/s1600/002.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvArOZv5o63Fttd6vjUI1qwzx02oDU3V5hTCECnQSjqRZdAwUCMTUkrfFViawcjdTLZdWLMXXXr4dd1zu0hVh1tDhtai5YScEkBtrAzTEb3r3REhrue-MdYuFJ37QDQq0aOyGLr0CGU1j5/s400/002.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694318656353242194" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFU8gf-tA57-2OvJ9FqSdty23XTQFPB8JHdk_ZGm8XazfCw5N5zDNMDN3R2_GCe7jGLhtueCHM5mIS4KI4TH1dYRkSG2nUEkM0AcpbdztYDQdWleStko_z0mtt9YFv-HgdmCk8KGXL8sH9/s1600/004.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFU8gf-tA57-2OvJ9FqSdty23XTQFPB8JHdk_ZGm8XazfCw5N5zDNMDN3R2_GCe7jGLhtueCHM5mIS4KI4TH1dYRkSG2nUEkM0AcpbdztYDQdWleStko_z0mtt9YFv-HgdmCk8KGXL8sH9/s400/004.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694318646847410914" border="0" /></a><br />Tonight it's Grilled pork chops, rice, green beans and apple sauce..Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6396857547993213615.post-85120295191263647212012-01-04T18:08:00.000-08:002012-01-04T18:23:24.328-08:00January Challenge to Save Money Post 2<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm_EtGRNw5VHqcbWJjkPdbZSMx2pERtUSRou82zlNLlruNoDojzqSGoLTYCbOMLQcL7xfqo_9Jvyhy-xK0ReMTLcnjQR38zRS6imy5exD5BXMSzkaOTNiqvVMf7qsT1QO2lFbH-1FWpPCY/s1600/001.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm_EtGRNw5VHqcbWJjkPdbZSMx2pERtUSRou82zlNLlruNoDojzqSGoLTYCbOMLQcL7xfqo_9Jvyhy-xK0ReMTLcnjQR38zRS6imy5exD5BXMSzkaOTNiqvVMf7qsT1QO2lFbH-1FWpPCY/s400/001.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5693966897711722098" border="0" /></a><br />Be Sure To Go To Scroll Down For Something Cute<br /></div><br /><br />Well 2012 is off to a somewhat good start - I've been working a lot of hours - this is a good thing... I have finished gathering my business tax information for our accountant this is also good. My goal is to get more organized... and PAY ATTENTION TO WHERE MY MONEY IS GOING!!!! With that said - Here are a couple of things I am doing...<br /><br />I am keeping receipts of all money I spend.. Grocery - gas - whatever... I have also created an accounting program/process for our home spending - Household (groceries) Credit card, Ebay (my husband's <s>addiction</s> clothes shopping, gas, mortgage, insurance, and everything in between...<br /><br />The Menu plan is always good - Sunday was Chicken Fried steak - always a winner with the family.. Monday was a complete FAIL - Crockpot Chicken and Rice - with broccoli, and salad - smelled good but very bland, Wednesday (Just me and the kids) Spaghetti, and tonight Thursday (Just me and the kids) cheese burgers and fruit... Tomorrow the plan is Grilled pork chops, rice, green beans, and apple sauce.<br /><br />The chicken - looks good, doesn't it? Scroll to the bottom - you'll find a cute video of my kids and their young cousins with Nana - dancing on Christmas - so sweet and a good memory...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF5u1BIpx7_slnqa4x1dbiC349qneESYvHSa8T8ZXHbanEKHcuvaMnEyZzUEjqVWi6yU0uP4F6wf9dSL2YhblWwsZkUfGfu1AKkOkPhRN-gyjn8pQn_fteIU36G6Sp1gLM5pFlcwoQyBMh/s1600/005.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF5u1BIpx7_slnqa4x1dbiC349qneESYvHSa8T8ZXHbanEKHcuvaMnEyZzUEjqVWi6yU0uP4F6wf9dSL2YhblWwsZkUfGfu1AKkOkPhRN-gyjn8pQn_fteIU36G6Sp1gLM5pFlcwoQyBMh/s400/005.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5693966892180580434" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSmA3pnIACxEaWOKelN3a1e4x3n7zi9oWKKvDUqI0znM8HZTLZXBlk3hQD7zqQQd_owRZaOy6AY2mwIJAA4XQHWWCu5buRTiP-fQOHe_SvAmzKllicwSILbBPPHq-Aan3T_IGsvEm-unzb/s1600/008.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSmA3pnIACxEaWOKelN3a1e4x3n7zi9oWKKvDUqI0znM8HZTLZXBlk3hQD7zqQQd_owRZaOy6AY2mwIJAA4XQHWWCu5buRTiP-fQOHe_SvAmzKllicwSILbBPPHq-Aan3T_IGsvEm-unzb/s400/008.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5693966888152500754" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfodf80oqeMt8FiHpEq-9eiTZHh92C2NLdEXK90UGWUAfcpEuB6KHtt5lgyQk1sfaFkDjFl01Mmic5GTxhcNzCB2yuKMwiKDHdfZf7UI19xjo2bzzkYWsCTW8yaN4DF6XlflyeYIWEFejQ/s1600/011.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfodf80oqeMt8FiHpEq-9eiTZHh92C2NLdEXK90UGWUAfcpEuB6KHtt5lgyQk1sfaFkDjFl01Mmic5GTxhcNzCB2yuKMwiKDHdfZf7UI19xjo2bzzkYWsCTW8yaN4DF6XlflyeYIWEFejQ/s400/011.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5693966887507413346" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Christmas Musical<br /><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rScqlV-R9wY" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" width="560"></iframe>Kelly Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.com2